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My Beautiful

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This girl mirror'd my emotion and sent it back ten-fold, explaining my love for her would take more ink than any pen-holds.............

I limped through life with a crutch-of-saddness, my morbid-heart lied dormant-scarred in a dusty-caskett// Freezer burnt and stuffed-with-tablets, en-raged in-pain, desperatly clining to a fleeding soul by a rusted-magnet// It seemed like life was a tupperwear party, my feelings of love and trust-the-plastic// Being peddled away peice by peice and smudged-with-maggots, scrubbed-with-malice, buffed-to-callus, then sent back to me wrapped up inside a suttle-basket// It's exterior a tough-elastic, until a touch-of-magic brushed passed to adjust-my-habits// She hushed-my-havoc, un-cuffed-my-maddness, led my mind out of that musty-attic// This "hand-picked"-cutie was blessed with an un-candid-beauty, the type of girl who needed a man-profusely// I could never understand-it-truly, why "Dorothy" would turn her concern towards-me and make helping me her grandest-duty// She had the world to give and I took everything she handed-to-me, we quickly grew into a supple couple, tightly bonded but stranded-crudely// I felt half empty without her with-me, two bodies, one soul, worn-and-flimsy// Born-with-envy, forever-wincing for my other half to arrive and form-within-me// Cause we're all pieces in a puzzle, each only a percent-of-the-step, needing-the-rest to line up and proceed-in-the-quest// Some of us are shaped and re formed by an event-of-neglect, often bent-in-detest, to fit others who don't fit-their-address// She was always the piece I couldn't get-in-the-set, until I looked at my ridges and realized we were always meant-to-connect// I relish our romantic embracing's, but that love was "bitter sweet", for she was the women of my "dreams", when I just couldn't get to "sleep"// "Insomnia" took hold and wouldn't let me "count my sheep", so I had to settle for glimpses of her when "day dreams" rendered relief// I cheerished her selfless-gift, and hoping she'd find her way to me I paved the road to my heart in "yellow-brick"// Now I often yell-"YOU-BITCH", our love is going to hell-real-quick, so I wrote her this letter and sat in the living room while she held-this-script.........

"Dear Earth Angel,

If you notice my struggling has let-up, it's cause I'm fed-up and my feelings-are-less// With all that's said all hope for healing-is-dead// It used to be because of you I thought I owed lady luck-a-big-debt, now making love-in-the-bed has become fucking-instead// It sucks-and-I'm-vexed, but what's appeared-from-this is experience and bucketts-of-sex// I've learned that two words that go together are love-and-respect, without that a relationship can go from nothing-to-less// This is no longer fun-and-I'm-stressed// You know I'd rather you yell-and-scream than run little melody's// So you belt-and-sing every dreadful-thing you could possiably think// The end-accured when I finally realized how immature a fem-you-were// We can still be friends-for-sure, but I'm too insecure to send-my-worth on an endless-curve// The thought of a baby has fazed-me, I think "With this lady? Are you crazy?"// I thought you were perfect, now I wonder "Is the experience worth-it?"// Is it worth the pain-I-feel, is it worth spending days with my pen cause it's the way-I-deal// You were the girl I hoped-was-the-one, now I wish the whole world would float-to-the-sun// Sometimes all I want is some rope-or-a-gun, but for some reason everytime my hope-overcomes, that maybe you'll grow-to-the-one that I want to show-me-a-son

This clever-score is forever-Yours,
No matter what storms the weather-forms"
I;ve never felt this way before about a girl..Its hard when u really love some1 then they leave..sometimes its hard to let go
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Uniqe-Indiviciual's avatar
I`m an mcee myself and you are beyond talented.